| Sumario: | AbstractWidows’ fire—widows’ intense, unbidden sexual desire post-loss—is underexplored, despite its impact on meaning-making and identity. Using an existential-phenomenological design and thematic analysis, this study applied a meaning reconstruction lens to explore how 21 young widows (aged 45 or younger) made sense of widows’ fire. Three themes emerged: (1) Widows’ fire is a bodily grief response, rooted in trauma regulation, yearning, and vitality-seeking; (2) Widows’ fire is a catalyst for identity reconstruction, disrupting prior sexual scripts, grief expectations, and connections to the deceased partner; and (3) Widows’ fire prompts a nonlinear navigation, marked by experimentation, avoidance, and compulsion that often precede meaning-making. Findings reveal that widows’ fire is a central, embodied grief process. These findings extend the meaning reconstruction model, illuminating that pre-reflective experiences, like widows’ fire, can shift grieving trajectories and catalyze meaning-making. This study underscores the need for grief models that include sexual bereavement and its repercussions.
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